Today is Christmas and most of New Mexico is covered in snow. We woke to a solid white landscape and my sister Kim immediately got out the snow shovel and cleaned up the driveway and sidewalk.
I don't really feel like doing much but I am so thankful for being able to spend this time with my sister. My last years were rich with family and celebration. It all seems so long ago..... There was so much to look forward to then.
I regret the fact I constantly complained to Kristy about growing old. I regret not being with her when she died. There is so much to consider. At night it's difficult to sleep as I keep going over and over things in my head. I wish for so many things and then I feel bad for the wishing.
I'm not a runner - just a mom trying to deal with the death of her daughter. Kristy was a multi-talented woman and a professional athlete. Running helps me to feel her presence. And it offers a little peace. - Kristy's mom
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