The following entries (from beginning runner to half marathon finisher) represents a continuing journey of tremendous grief and sorrow, and of transformation - largely through the therapeutic power of running. The sorrow that has broken my heart open wide has in time allowed me to experience the beauty of being in the present moment. And of course, without the support of family and friends to guide me, I would not have made it this far.

If you have lost someone in your life, I offer these words and verse (some Kristy's, some mine and others) with the hope it may touch your heart and help you heal.
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Monday, March 9, 2015

YOU ARE BOTH



It happened in an instant
they said you were gone 
They said they couldn't save you
it was an ocean of waiting

I didn't expect those words
I sat and my mind went blank
I was numb as a rag doll
limp as my breath

That moment in time was
both the beginning and the end
When the worlds collide it is a rebirth
nothing is ever the same 

The past memories of you are always
a blink behind my eyes
The future is always stalking me
a shimmer in the curtain

You are a new memory every day
For you have never left me
You have never been forgotten
You are my most 
sacred 
heart